Omgsh, scary dream

yesterday, my dream was so scary and weird. it seemed so real but because everything was so different, i knew it was fake. but ohmigod. it was so disturbing.

okay, somehow in my dream i had a boyfriend o.o

and then we went camping/ trip with this other bunch of people

and two of the guys reminded me of 2 people from my old school

yeah one of them was really scary

oh and jonghyun was there

*i dream a lot about jonghyun these days for some weird reason o.O*

yeah anyways, we were at this camp fire yeah

then we were all hanging out and stuff

then the really scary guy joined us

but we weren't really scared of him at that time

so we all sat in a circle

like

me, 'boyfriend', random person, jonghyun opposite and scary guy

so basically the scary guy was beside me

then at the end

the scary guy stood up and took out a gun

but we all thought it was fake

so we didnt like run away or anything

but i was a bit scared, so i was lying down and my 'boyfriend' was hugging me o.o

and jonghyun was sitting opposite laughing at the guy

then the guy shot jonghyun

but we still all thought it was fake cause we didnt see blood

but then

jonghyun suddenly stopped and fell down.

and we were all like

omgomgomg real gun omg!! DD:

then the scary guy turned to me

and he was like: wait there

then he went into my room

after a while he came out and went: its ready

and i was like

what's ready?

then i went into my room and everything was all pretty and pink and flooffy.

and i was like o.O

such a weird dream, 

these days, im getting all these weird dreams that involve shinee-jonghyun ==

and they don't make any sense.

am i going crazy or something?

maybe too much tumblr?

oh LOL